why me look so bad?

what u really like bout me? ....
i keep thinking bout that thing since i know bout u ..
why u keep make it like it was a secret ..
i just want to know it my heart ..
if i have second chance ..
it not easily to take this opportunity ..
it not easy ..
i like the way u are ..
i like the way u treat me ..
i like so much bout till i can't say it by the word ..
it keep me always thinking bout u my dear ..
i hope 2 maried u someday ..
i'm really hope like that ..
wish u were here ALFIZAN ALLI ..
i'm NURMUNIRAH SHAHROM ..
will waiting for u ..
always like that ..

thing would never come out like i thought

my life have change since i know ..
hurt and pain never gone from my own feeling ..
cry is my best friend ..
everything i do cry always be there ..
how coul i be like this ..
why my heart does not strong enough to face the pain ..
tears keep apear at the end of my eyes ..
keep saying that " why me ? " ..
how could him doing like this ..
how could he? ..
i hate him !! ..
really hate him !! ..
why u make me love if u want to leave me? ..
why dear ? ..
i should heard whatt they said bout you before ..
liar !! its all ur fault !! ..
all of it !! ..
damn u so much [DYSM] ..
why can god can take away ur soul or mine ? ..
it much more easier if that happen ..
more easier like i want ..

when everything has change

i never thought it would not be the same as before..
it hurt a lot than nothing..
why his never ne from my mind..
why i'm keep thinking bout his life..
i'm does not exist from his life since before..
he just cruel to anyone life for this while..
keep thinking and thinking bout the bullshit man..
who has destroy my life..
my heart..
and my soul..
why you keep pushing me around?
why you keep exist my heart,my soul,my mind..
stop from attacking me like that way..
i hate you so much!
i really hate it so much!
i never thought it would end like hell..
you always made story bout me..
why you keep doing like that..
i hate what you did..
so buulshit of you..
you just broken pieces at my heart..
give pain not love..
all just liar to me..
infront me you just pretend to be perfect..
but actually you just a loser..
i hate person name >>> AFIZAL B KULE@MOHAMMAD <<<
why cant you just die..
i'm happy you die..
i'm really happy!!

rindu shama hby bh .. kan bgs mun abi tggl rah ctuk .. or bby diam cnun .. bby cyg ilak ngan abi bh .. klau blh nak,bby mok ari2 jmp b .. rindok ati.. huhu .. bby mok cipta kngn ngan b bh .. alangkah indahnya mun pia .. haha .. angol da ku tk .. merepak jak keja .. aku xpat bygkan mun nya da pan mata .. nya lah cinta ati ku..

the way i am...

hanya aku!

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